Aku pasrah.

We make mistake sometime. Kadang2 teralalu besar sampai kita kena tanggung untuk seumur hidup. Aku pasrah.

BERDIKARI

I decided to move house, living alone. Sangat bersemangat okay dokey.

I need to learn to live without my bf. not even like. What to do. I am still young. So much things waiting for me.

I think he is the best for me. But god know the best.

Nak cari rumah yang dalam linkungan RM300-400.

Hati, Tabahlah

Bila Tuhan ambik balik semua orang yang kita sayang. Orang yang ambik berat hal kita sebab Dia nak kita sentiasa ingatkan Dia. Dia sayangkan kita. Dugaan Tuhan mungkin Dia bagi kita kesenangan, kabahagian sampai kita alpa dengan nikmat yang Tuhan bagi. Atau susahkan kita, ambik orang yang kita sayang sampai kita terumbang ambing. Bertanya pada diri apa lagi yang ada? Buruk sangka dengan masa depan sendiri, bila semua yang diusahakan. Benda yang diharapkan tak menjadi.

I been trough dua bentuk dugaan itu serentak. And finally, I have nothing. Semua hilanng...Tapi syukur keimanan yang tak sebanyak mana dalam diri masih ada. Dalam mencari hala tuju hidup, keimanan yang tak seberapa ini menjadi satu sempadan dan membuatkan I terus tabah . I lost direction tetapi masih dalam keimanan.

I just take day by day. Tak ada hala tuju. Fikiran kosong. Achievement lead to happiness. Have you heard? I have nothing can make me happy. I need to plan mylife. And I need to plan my achievement that I capable to. Hargai 2-3 orang yang masih peduli pasal I. Taking care of my health because that is the most valuable thing God give us. Tak semua orang dilahirkan sihat dan sempurna sifat. For that, Alhamdullillah.

I always blam my fate, kenapa? But do I really take my life seriously? No. Never. I take everything for granted. I never do nothing with all of my heart. I never take anything seroious in my life. I sleep during exam. Enough said. I copy my assignment. I ponteng kelas. Tapi...ada je orang yang bagi I peluang. Do I give chance to myslef? No...Peluang sentiasa ada. Tapi I did not appreciate it.

I mabuk dengan keseronokan sementara. I said. What The Hell. Okay now I need to go back to earth and start life over again and being responsible to all mistake that I make. I won't blame anyone. That my choice. I won't blame myself to. Its the future that written to me. Even its different from other people normally. Its doesnt mean I cant be happy. Sucikan hati. Jauhkan perasaan cemburu. Insyaallah, God will I will be happy just like other people. Tak perlu nak samakan hidup orang dengan hidup sendiri. Happy its all that matter. Tuhan sayangkan semua ciptaan-Nya. Walaupun kadang-kadang terlupa hakikat itu. Kadang-kadang terlupa nak bersyukur. Kadang-kadang malas nak bersujud kepad si pencipta. Kadang-kadang ingkari larangan-Nya. Tapi dalam hati teguhnya keyakinan dan sedikit keimanan kepada Nya. Thanks to arwah ayah sebab hantar sekolah agama. Nak anak dia pandai agama tapi anak dia nak berhibur kenal dunia. Tak nak belajar agama. Mabuk dengan duniawi. Tapi dalam keterpaksaan diusia 13 tahun. Pegangan dikuatkan. Cara solat menyambah Tuhan yang betul dipelajari dan Alhamdullillah.

Today, I duduk fikir what do I do? What will happen tomorrow. How my future? Tapi mungkinkah akan bernafas sampai esok? Kenapa nak risau kan masa depan yang belum tentu I akan hidup lagi? Hidup selepas mati yang pasti tu, I tak risaukan pulak? Tak sangat macam I risaukan masa depan I. Ya Allah, betapa lalainya hamba-Mu ini. Dalam keseronokkan dunia. Which finally leave me nothing.

This is your life.

Do what you love, and do it often.
If you don’t like something, change it.
If you don’t like your job, quit.
If you don’t have enough time, stop watching TV.
If you are looking for the love of your life, stop;
they will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over analyzing, life is simple.
All emotions are beautiful.

When you eat, appreciate every last bite.
Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences.

Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.
Travel often; getting lost will help you find yourself.

Some opportunities only come once; seize them.

Life is about the people you meet and the things you create with them, so go out and start creating.
Live your dream, and wear your passion. Life is short.

SOURCE : http://smilingalldaylong.tumblr.com/post/12111367475/this-is-your-life-do-what-you-love-and-do-it

When you become successful, it's a mark of character if you can stay grounded and remain humble..

 

Facebook Status : So busy looking for big money maybe. Sorry lama tak berfacebooking....opsss. alhamdullillah

Facebook is not a place to show of. If you want to motivate others to make big money as you do. Motivate in a very high class manner. Seriously? Am i jeles? Hell no. I have more friends who drive more succesfull and i kagum dengan mereka tersangat when they were really humble,  in very young age. Attitude please.

“To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are.”

Kinda stress with work and my personal problem.

Previous client ada audit. asking me everything.

Padahal semua i dah bagi, soft and hard copy.

And dah dekat setahun my company habes job dengan that previous client.

What can i say?

Oh. Tonight have farewell party for trainee.

Hope halal food....dengarnya western food...

Last night me and my bf open up about our previous life.

Our childhood memory which so sad to both of us.

We don't have such nice memory as other might have.

Feel like i become closer to him.

Okay Got To Go....

I want to settle all prevous client work and today i dedicate to them...after this....boleh blah...

Word to Live By * Mari Bersenam

"An active mind cannot exist in an inactive body." - General George Patton

Facebook status

 

 

Facebook status : Hey harini. sehari sebelum gaji. tapi i shopping. mall lenggang. Tenang rasa.  

 

motif, bukan nak bagitau mall lengang sangat tapi nak bagitau duit dia berkepuk. orang lain dok sip belum gaji. macam i ni yang semekin. dia senang lewa shopping like hell. But perlukah nak highligh that you make more money than anyone else? Motif? Nak menunjuk?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Miss with No Sense

We Plan to Get Married. Yes we does!

Very shock decision made. Pray for us.

Ya Allah, if it is the right decision for us, make the way easy for us. Amin.

I am a girl who hunger for love not wealth.

Till then.

Kadang sesat Kembali ; Kadang sesat Selamanya

Jalan lurus itu Tiada
Kadang sesat Kembali
Kadang sesat Selamanya

aku bertemankan degupan jantung
bertemankan bayang dan air mata
meratapi hibanya hati
tiadaku tahu mana satu jalan yang harus aku lalui

Jalan lurus itu tiada
berliku, bercabang, berperangkap

aku berseorangan
meniti hari
hati ku rasakan kosong
diisi dengan sedikit keimanan

jalan lurus itu tiada
seperti aku, yang hidup tanpa hala dan tuju

Aku dipersimpangan
tanpa hala tuju
pasti sesat

Mencari-cari sinar cahaya
untuk menyuluh jalan
moga ketemu hala dan tuju

I can't live with Uncertain anymore. I don't want to.

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's only me, I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone...

Note to self

Never take thing for granted.

Wake up earlier, be at work earlier.

Hell the TV, Sleep Earlier,

Exercise in the Morning and be an productive early Bird..

INSECURITIES LIST

INSECURITIES.

1. WORKING LIFE
2. BODY - FAT
3. COMMUNICATION SKILL - POOR ENGLISH
4. PERSONALITY - NOT REALLY GOOD IN DRESS UP
5. ALONE - I HAVE NOBODY

Will keep on adding by time or reducing :)

I want to work REAL HARD and have brigther future in working field

I have big insecurities about my working life.

I not good as others co-workers.

I not confident when i attend meeting.

I feel like everyone looking down at me.

I want to work real hard.

I fail in love life.

I fail in family relationship.

I fail in my social life.

I hope and will work real hard in Working Life.

Its all i have.

Want to share some tips for more productive in Working Life.

Check it out...

 

Make a list of the things you should do for the day

Prioritizing your tasks is the first step towards ensuring that you spend your most productive hours doing the most significant things. You can either start your day by making a to-do list, or you can do it before you go to bed so you know what you’re supposed to do when you wake up.  You cannot waste your time doing unimportant stuff when you have more pressing concerns waiting for you. A to-do list allows you to map out your day and craft a plan of action.

Pace yourself

When faced with a particular task, don’t let the hours just fly by without getting anything done. Set a time table for yourself so you know how many hours or minutes you can spend doing the task. You cannot afford to linger too long on any particular activity. When you’re done with one task, you can check it off your list and really feel that you’ve achieved something with your time.

Reward yourself every now and then

All work and no play can make you dull and gray, so you should set aside time for a little rest and relaxation. You’ve been working so hard, you deserve to treat yourself to a day at the spa or a trip with your family. A reward is the best proof of your achievement and productivity, so be kind to yourself and take time off work to enjoy what you have earned.

What I really Feel Right Now, Life Get In Harder

Di hati kulakarkan sebuah impian
Yang aku namakan harapan
Apabila kutentuka arah serta tujuan
Rela kuhadapi cabaran

Jalan ke puncak itu beronak dan berliku
Menyukarkan pendakianku
Namun tetap kugagahi hati yang rapuh ini
Demi hasrat yang suci

Aku sangkakan harapan selembut impian
Yang menguliti tidur insan
Kiranya kehidupan tidak sedemikian
Goyah hatiku oleh kenyataan

Tak harus kuturuti kelemahan diri
Tak daya bertahan diuji
Lalu aku mengumpulkan semula kekuatan
Berlandaskan keimanan...

A bit about me...

Hey Lo....

I am a girl. Working at consultant firm. Yatim piatu. I have a boyfriend.
Working life suck.
I don't have much friends.
I don't really have good tie with family.
I am not so good looking girl.
I am fat.

I am a girl with bucket list of insecurety


 And life good.

Have a nice day to who ever stumble to my humble blog...